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29-01-06, Sunday, neighbour’s wedding.. close neighbor.. Fadzila Zaini.. or nama glamor, kak anoi.. hehehe… was my big sis or big head dekat my kawasan umah..

Really hectic lately, Jumaat, after watching Buli Balik, straight went home and sleep.. then next morning, got up so early and help out..saturday nikah and sunday the wedding, and trully, there was not so much people around to help, since kak anoi ada neighbor yang budiman dan baik hati like ISNAINI esp.. and me.. *winks* and min.. then, we sacrified our sleep, work and day.. balik kul almost 2.00 am for the preparation.. then next sunday morning woke up and kerja kerja kerja.. i managed to buy one new cloth, tapi tak pakai sebab sayang.. because of sibuk bekerja menyediakan bunga2, sourvinier etc pengantin.. then no time for autograph and pics taking.. huhu…(both of us, me n is pakai baju re-cyle masa raya hahahaha)

And luckily, tonite got some extra time to jot down things before i pergi menolong balik.. tolong bukak kan hadiah buley? huhu… next morning kene balik kampung plak.. go back to my homie muo… hmm kerja bila nak buat ek? kene tak tido la malam nih.. uhuhuh really enjoyable events, this is when kekawan during childhood time get together..

20-01-06 :

Bowling di Ampang SuperBowl at Ampang Point

20-01-06, me and siti memeriahkan lagi majlis gathering EBI team, the e-biz and implementation team at ampang superbowl.. hehe, saja menyibuk.. tapi abg sharul yang ajak pi.. this is the gathering for all the programmers, sys analysts, and our partners after the long harsh day doing the coding and arguing..huhu siapa yang argue? eheh tak ada la, saja ajer buat cite…

there was about 20 person joining, from partners we have nordin, fahmi, razi, liza, ako mustafa wannabe, johan ajer kot… and hehe, most surprising event with most surprising person that i met, Zek Zaidi.. hehe.. surprise tak? hmm tak ke.. huhu.. so perasan la i nih…anyway, sempat la bergambar ngan dia..hehe, yang, jom main bowling plak..

well i was in T team, and there was 4 people in my group, me, azli, fahmi and shahrul salleh.. i led for the first game with total of 123 and it was not the best from me.. hehe.. yet to come.. for the second game, i lost, tetiba tak ada mood nak main masa tu.. during this day, i was having a hard day… hmm..

Then, abis game pi makan reramai, and 11.30 pm i arrived home. Pastu, again, the second surprise, saufi datang umah..and he’s been trying to call me tapi tak dapat, and he called my mom that he was in taman melati and my mom call me.. hmm peliks.. and then,a few minutes sampai umah, saufi ada kat luar… again, he tried to pujuk me, good effort.. but well, my heart still hard like a stone.. so nak buat cam ner.. and cant heal instantly.. so sory babe… but anyway, thanks for dropping by, at least you show how much you care.. hmm tapi.. kesian kat dia.. n kesian kat aku.. setiap minggu mesti ada something weargue about.. hmm penat la… penat nak muncungkan mulut nih, penat nak fikir.. hmm tak pa, still not too late to put it in my new year resolution list.. ok la, i try to improve dari toooo kecik hati, tooo sensitive and toooo jelesy… trying and trying.. i can assure you that one day you will notice me changing… i won’t have that feelings no more, at least i have good effort to try eventhough not in this shot time..;-) Thanks babe for your understanding!

Just heard this song.. while listen to this song, it hits me.. hmm.. probably this is what his trying to say..this is what he felt, this what he wants me to know, this is what he wants me to understand, this is what he wants from me.. and this is what i have to perceive in this relationship… and "what if" im not? (T_T)

"tenang kan resah ku,
saat langkah ku terasa berat,
teduh kan jiwa ku saat matahari bersinar terlalu pijar
kerana dirimu satu satu yang ku andalkan
saat diriku tak mampu berdiri di sini..sendiri..

ceritakan sayang,
hari hari yang kau tlah lalui
katakan lah sayang,
suma hal yang kau benci dari diriku
cubalah..cubalah untuk mengerti keaadaan ini
aku rapuh saat kau tinggalkan..

tunjukan pada ku
kau selalu mencintai aku
jadi lah pelindung bagi sayapku
aku berjanji, selalu menemani langkah mu
dalam setiap belai nafas ku..

bangun kan tidur ku
bila kau berjaga lebih dulu
bergegas lah sayang..
kita isi makna indah hari ini…
………….."

Adios.
Fondly,
watie zakaria

Hutan Lintang Pukang..

22-01-2006, again this week, lepas 3 hari memuncungkan diri, mendiamkan diri, membutakan diri, menyepikan diri, mengada-ngadakan diri, saufi come again and muncul while my life’s glooms and glows.. tapi dia mcm tak faham ajer.. but well, he is still  ada initiative to jenguk me, to pujuk me, to cheer me.. even the other part of me, thought that he will be quite bosan, quite benggang, quite give up and fed up.. but what to do.. i am who i am.. ;-(

But bila dia datang, only God knows how my life turn around, my heart blooms .. tapi dia tak tau.. ;-( but anyway, after 10 times pujuking me.. hehe, he almost went home that time, because my silly egoish, then, we managed to proceed with his plan to Hutan Lipur Kaching ek.. ke lipur lintang ek? tak ingat la.. this is the second trip for us to see the mother nature after visiting Zoo, the father nature.. huhu.. tapi kelakar la, bila mengajuk ngan dia kan, aku plak kene marah ngan my mom, siap kene brainwash ngan my dad.. apasal ek.. nih yang geram nih.. hmm marah la mak, abah.. hehehe… nanti orang marah saufi balik huhuhu.. tak pasal… ada ke pinggirkan anak sendiri.. tak backing pun.. uwaaa…

Kita org sampai dalam 4 oclock kot, then masuk, bayar parking 2 ringgit and entrance per person 1 ringgit, ok la..  then, kita org cari aliran air.. cam pelik ajer bila tgk orang swimming kat situ.. macam tgh swimming kat dalam longkang/parit.. absolutely not the best spot.. then we go higher, at this stage, baru nampak air terjun mengalir ke bawah.. then, mmg ramai org kat atas tu.. air pun sejuk.. hmm and kekawan tahun 1980, which is monkey.. so many kat tempat nih.. not the wild one la for sure… best sangat jalan kat air air tu.. huhu..

It was a wonderful time being with him.. . and it was all about him and his fav spot.. and it was great moment sharing and spending the time with him.. and it is not the air terjun that count, it just him.. tapi totally best, coz dah lama i did not spend my time at this place, dulu kecik2 ada la picnic kat tempat macam nih, but after quite sometime, mmg tak ada masa  nak pi.. at last, saufi jugak yang ajak visit this place.. so nice of him..

Tapi, note to guardian of hutan lipur, jaga la kebersihan hutan kita, preserve of nature.. thats all i can say.. hehe.. lepas nih nak gi main ice skating boleh.. tak pun main bowling kat tempat zek zaidi.. .. .. ..

Fondly,
watie zakaria

16-01-06 Monday 8.00 pm : Pi perak.. nanti update, tgh busi

This was my second "outstation" thingy.. and this one went quite smooth. For the first "outstation" thingy, i was sent to Johor, and it was in 2005, June i guess.. a though one, the purpose of the trip was for training purposes (assist kak hajar).. quite fun with the 2 wannabe bachelors, kelakar mcm nak rak..and following is my diary while im in IPOH, Jelapang, Gopeng, Simpang Pulai etc..

First Visit
Purpose: Conducting URS for portal study. This is my first time within my range of job scope to do this thing. Hopefully everything went well.
Night Stay : 4 days 3 night
Place to stay : Casuarina, Ipoh

16/01/06, Monday- Bertolak ke Perak at 900pm. Number of participat 5 person with 2 cars. At first, nak bawak satu keta, tapi mcm kene squeze tu yang bawak 2 keta. So berkumpul kat Terminal pukul 8.00pm. And the surprise for the day..tgh buhsan buhsan nak pi Perak, sedih, moody, suddenly.. like usual, dia call.. yang, kat mana..?? i kat luar nih.. huhuhu.. hehe.. everytime dia buat cam nih, my heart blooooosooooommmmsss… huhu… then, 8.00pm bertolak dari rumah, cium tangan mak , abah..saufi..hikhik gurau aja noo… mana ada…. cam sedih la plak… never been apart from them.. and at this age and at this moment, rasa cam.. tak mo besar… tak mo keje.. huhu.. and truly, saufi pengubat segala duka.. he accompanied me dekat terminal. And suprisingly, he knew my manager and my manager knew him as well… so sonang la keje eden.. huhu.. things went smoothly sampai we checked in to the Casuarina Hotel  (check out my photo album). Tido tido.. esok bangun kije..

17/01/06, Tuesday - Hmm bohsan nyer tak tgk muka mak n abah pepagi.. bohsan nya bukan tido katil sendiri.. bohsan nya mandi kat toilet ni.. hhuhuh.. sedih nya bila bangun pagi.. AURGGGGG lepas breakfast then bertolak pi Perbadanan Kemajuan Negeri Perak, before that, we went to kedai makan apa tah kat Ipoh.. makan sarap. Lepas balik keje sempat pi Pakson, Ipoh beli barang dapur.. huhu ye la tu..Malam makan kat kedai mak siti kot..huhu gamble ajer cari kedai makan..

18/01/06, Wednesday - As usual, bangun pagi sedih, tapi nasib baik la my manager ok.. so pepagi boleh gelak ketawa and not too stress eventhough satu bilik ngan manager.. Sporting habis tu.. hehe, siap beborak pasal Saufi lagi.. hehe.. Saufi, jgn mare ye!Hari ni makan malam kat Sabar Menanti.. suprise giler..Hehe nasi pataya ada ayam seketul yang tersembunyi.. suprise..Kerang bakar yang di aduk dengan perencah tah apa apa tah…

19/01/06, Thursday - Ye ye, hari ini balik… hmm tak tau nak tulis apa.. I JUST WANT TO GO BACK HOME! Sampai umah pukul 9.30pm.. hmm lenguh nya badan.. esok keje plak tu..

Second Visit
Purpose: Continue conducting URS for portal study. This is the second time visit.
Night Stay: 3 days 2 night
Place to stay : Casuarina, Ipoh

23/01/06, Monday - Bertolak pukul 9.30 am this time, and sampai at 1.00 pm, lepas checked in and sembahyang, drive straight to PTTC, which the other side of Ipoh i think.. hmm lalu highway.. hmm

24/01/06, Tuesday - Kerja cam biasa.. jumpa org tu ini pastu record pastu salin notes sambil tu gelak tak ingat.. bad bad boys la bapak2 orang nih.. dalam meeting ajok keme gelak.. demo nih ingat keme ke hape…

25/01/06, Wednesday - glow and glow sebab nak balik.. rindu umah, rindu mak, abah, siblings, nephews, rindu opis, rindu kwn2 and rindu "oang" tu..NAK BALIK!!!!!!!!!!

Fondly, watie zakaria

14.01.06 Saturday 3.30pm : busy sikit, nanti update

Zoo Negara..Ulu Klang..
Hari ini pi Zoo Negara, this was my second time. The first time was during my first year matric, rombongan bersama ustaz and siswa-siswa kelas arab…. And the second was with my huney the saufi .. toing toing.. huhu Hmm as for my second time visit, the place was not so excited as before. The first time, the environment quite clean, relaxing and attractive but as the time we visited, hmm so glooomy la.. anyhow, since i pergi ngan saufi, nothing yang gloom.. so amusing to be with him coz can’t take my eyes out over him.. hikhik..

We meet several unknown specisis and several familiar to us.. huhu.. hehe.. guess who? hmm .. haha, interesting trip with him, well.. lately we were kind of off the city.. kitaorg hang out tempat yang more to saufi soul..  quite nice for me as a city gurl.. ya la tu.. ;-).. peace of mind..and peace with him

But message for the Zoo keeper, guys, work it out la, make the place more interesting next time..  Check out my photo album..

Fondly,
watie zakaria

06.01.06 ~ Great number, for the greatest person.. My mum.. Zainon Molod.. Happy Birthday mum.. May God bless you always, really proud to have you.. Someone that i can turn to when i was down, up, upside down etc.. ;-D muahss!

Luv u!

huhuhu ~ 05.01.06 uhuhuh.. got suprised from my dear.. and when he called, i was so exhausted, it was 7.30 pm, just got back from work, sleepy and dreamy.. and suddenly…

First  call:
(Baby boy, beyonce  ring tone…..)

Saufi : Yang, kat mana…
watie : kat umah la.. tgh tidur..
Saufi : Ok lah, saja ajer call.. bye
watie : ok, bye

Second call (7.34 pm):
(Baby boy, beyonce  ring tone…..)

Saufi : Yang, kat umah ek..
watie : uh uh, kat mana lagi
Saufi : tgh buat apa
watie : tgh tido ni, sakit perut .. penat.. eh kat mana nih?
Saufi : Keluar kejap..cepat, credit nak abis nih, keluar sekarang..(then he hang up)
watie : ee apa nih .. ee tak faham..

Then, straight.. i can manage to change my cloth only, then, turun, then tell my my mom, saufi ada kat depan ek mak.. my mom said, tak ada pun.. then, i went out.. then.. keluar pagar.. eh ada high beam.. eh.. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee there.. saufi inside his car.. uhuhuhu… uhuh, he got a car already.. uhuhu what a wonderful suprise.. pastu dia bawak jejalan naik kereta dia… so sweet.. his baby..
Well, frankly, really proud of him..i was so happy for him… within a year.. he got his dream car, his dream job and everything.. congrat my dear..!